But what if it is just a case of bad timing? Who really will ever know this anyhow. I hate second-guessing myself. Its mainly just the fact that, when all is said and done, he is such an amazingly good person. Despite our differences, I really truly love him as a person. I never wanted to hurt him. I mean, who goes into a relationship with that intent anyhow? But regardless, even when things weren't great, I never wanted to hurt him (physically or emotionally). But I guess now I have. It feels pretty terrible. This isn't how I wanted to feel; I tried to change it or make it go away.
Anyhow, this is just how I am feeling right now. I am sure the fact that we are still living together doesn't help the situation much either. I wonder if after I move out we will ever talk again... I can't imagine never talking to him again, and I hope that, eventually, he will feel the same way. This is one of the hardest things I have ever done, and I have seen my fair share (at least according to me) of tough situations.